Ten days till my "special anniversary". It's been 4 years since it happened. Life can't always be good or bad, it has its ups and downs. It's like a rollercoaster. Everyone makes mistakes. "No such thing as mistaken, just learning from what you're taking..." We should learn from them and keep on living our lives, forgiving ourselves. But there is this one thing I will never forgive myself. Just a few words would have been enough to prevent it. Why? Why didn't I say them? It's too late to say them now. What done is done. And it's irreversible.